freaking feedbacks

damn couldn't finish my last post.
so my 1hr 39min story just left dangling there... wat ever la hoh.
no ending as usual-thats me... thats my life... so many open doors but always forget or not bothered to close them.

dear friends... nv lose your credibility.
somehow no matter how hectic your job is... tell yourself you are better off than ppl who laze ard the whole day and have nth to do

or is it?
was in friend's car, drove past a cleaner...my friend commented," can nv imagine how i can live in this world if i am like him... sweeping endless leaves everyday."

k irritated by his ans i was... for 2 reasons which contradicts one another:

1)i will nv wanna do such jobs like cashier and cleaner. even if you give me $1000 an hr.
can you imagine 8 hrs str doing same old thing. have u ever seen a happy cashier? k perhaps its a sweeping statement... do enlighten me if u have encountered one...supermarket cashier for that matter...working at hermes... burberrys...polo ralph that sort not countered

2)its not ethical to look down on someone else's job. what comes round go round. god want us all to be brothers and sisters... to love one another.
saying so... will you share your wealth with beggers on the str?? when i cycled to johor and back, i gave a $2 note to beggars i met b4 the checkline... and guess wat... i receive stares from other cars and one of them said," sharing money with them= killing them. them spend the money buying beer and cigerattes."

wah liew... nowadays even sharing has its terms and conditions. muz see beyond sharing... peeking into wat he does with money... implying that i will cause his death.

one day i think when i share my soya bean milk with someone(why soya bean? cos i drank it this morn) i muz tell them all these small prints.

if u get AIDS, don't ever blame on me

i let u drink my milk, doesn't mean i want sth from you

doesn't mean i share with you now, i can share with u milk all the time


life so complicated nowadays... the wonder everyone is escaping to thier dreamland thru tv serials.
like wat they say, its thru songs and Tv that u find your little heaven.

the wonder i am now hooked to stairways to heaven. yah sad to admit, i am like my mom who has been watching episode after episode... my whole family hooked to the show.. surprisingly my bro is not... maybe cos no ah bengs in it ha


to the extend that....
i even dreamed i was cheng jun ge in my slp...and the teen actress of hang jin shu was just standing outside the lift waiting for me. wah her killer smile and whine...
arghHHH!