i am going to be a bridesmaid-just for that special someone

i met christie-bestie- my 5 yr 15 day sit at break water bud today.

i nv nv know i miss you so so much till today!!!

we always seem so far a distance apart, u always having a guy beside u, while me busy with the many other stuff in my life.

some how as yrs go by it seems we have both grown in diff ways... so much to the extent that we hardly know much bout each other anymore

however just this 2 hrs with u tell me so so many things i wanted to know all these yrs ever since we went on to JC:

that you are the same best friend who ask me if the fish ball is cooked... the same best friend who is always satisfied with wat you have...the same best friend who never doubt me.... the same best friend who has always rooted for me


i really appreciate the little little things u have done for me.

u have seen me thru my many many ups and downs these 5 yrs.

i just miss the many funny things we did in sec 4 :

see each other 24/7
watch movies day after day from lord of rings to harry potter to spirited away(i love that show!)
the many many late night ph calls... 24 DEC 2001 will always be a special one
and the many many postcards u worte to me on your trip in malaysia

sometimes i wish to relive those moments

but now i am happy to know things have nv nv changed

u are still the christie lai songyu --someone i can always trust--someone i know who i will be thr when i finally find my poshe... when i grow my first white hair

u are the best ----like duh

get ready for my 3rd private vip concert heh