Rainbow-chaser~ says:
hey dear...i don't know if you're awake, or at home, or at the computer or what...
just felt that i wanted to say some things to you...

my dearest boon...
i know i've been a lousy friend, that this whole semester i've been so busy with all the things i'm involved in that i haven't paid you any attention. i really should stop all this, because it nearly cost me my relationship. but i don't like that i haven't been able to even read my friends' blogs, not to mention yours...

i heard from jh regarding your accident, and i'm really sorry i wasn't there for you after it happened...that i couldn't go see you, couldn't rant with you at the world at why such a thing should happen to you...worst part is, i'm sorry i didn't even know about it until a few days ago...

but boon...i don't ever want you to have suicidal thoughts. i'm not just telling you this as a friend..i'm telling you this as a selfish person. if you're gone, who's going to care about me? who's going to ask if i'm ok when my nick says something funny? who's going to be there, to hear me scold vulgarities, to just sit with me?
Rainbow-chaser~ says:
i need you, steven ong hock boon, and i will for the rest of my life. so you better not die before me! remember i'll always luvya, ok?

thx.

such a sweet msg to end my 21st B day :)

i miss you.


don't worry i won't die so easily, unless andrew gives me a heart attack