process, product

when i was in x country during JC...
at the start pt with all the eager participants, the ACJC coach was telling the AC team
'remember the process and the product will just arrive'
some yrs later when me and the ACJC x country captain became good buds... he told me frankly that the phase was of little effect to them during the race that yr... perhaps it has already being tune into thier blood stream already.

today...
i decided to do some soul searching again when an almost similar phase like this appeared in the straits times:
enjoy the process, not just the product....

feeling innovative... i came up with my own formula :
enjoy the process and the product is irrelevant

cos i felt at the time that if one is to cling on to his goals too much and long, he may be disappointed end of it all if he does not achieve wat he initially set out to be.

today's trg was alright....
there were only like 8 of us.... quite a disappointing show up actually.
when we reach the lim chu kang trg circuit... it was only left with me, joo, ronnie, tiboo, and melvin. the rest had been dropped

at end of 1st round... was only left with me and joo.
for next 9 rounds... we took turns to pull,draft,pull, draft.
shagged.... can u imagine for whole circuit... with the lowest speed of 36 and highest of 45... and average of 39.4 there were only 2 person.... insane... yeah but i made it.

at end of trg coach tiboo taught me and joo how to counter a steep slope.... well this is quite impt as many terrains in asia competitions are sloppy terrains...

i came to a conclusion with my fear of a 'jump'
no matter how strong an opponent is... if he is not able to sprint at the crucial moment... he may nv have a stage win...
so yeah... from tmr onwards.. i will have to start from grd 0 again training my techniques.

of cos, with the thought that i want to overcome this challenge...there is fear that i may not suceed

Coach Tiboo taught me that without goals ... one will never suceed cos he has no aim. There must always be an end in mind. if u aim high to catch the moon, even if you fail, u will land amongst the stars.

in perspects of a rs... if u enjoy the process of dating... the rs will be left dangling if there is no decision on how to move on from there


thus i finally change the quote to:

enjoy the process and the product will just arrive