pain is temporary, glory is forever

angry, fucked, out to kill.
thats wat i feeling
i feel like screaming... i feel like jumping off a cliff

why? why ? why?

if only i started pro cycling earlier

has anyone tell you b4 that the dreams of yours are for kids... shd be more practical in singapore?
thats wat make me wanna do it even more. only an idiot will want to be a typical no life local.
no offence if you are one of them, this is my page for me to rant


today's cycling sucks
i really lousy with team tactics man
pull wrong time
pull wrong ppl
cannot even think properly on the road, like a bull dozer banging way thru with no technique at all
cannot function my role properly
for that it cost me a place in the team for an oversea competition

lots of thoughts thru my mind now.
stupid things like

" why was i fat last time"

"why did i ever join choir"

" why do i mix with wannabe losers and waste a large portion of my youth"

period... pms man

don't woryy i will be fine

i just needa rant

anyway so so sorry if i piss ppl off lately.

you guys shd know who u are

sorry but i no longer wanna be a punching cum suaning bag

i will not bother if you hate me now or nv talk to me again

i need the confidence and ego to achieve wat i want in life

selfish as it seems

but tolerance and being forgiving is not a trait of me anymore

not when everyone esle is working his ass off to achieve our common goal
to makes waves in the asian cycling competition.

feel the urge to train now