losing it

i need help

I am losing my soul and everything already...suddenly i feel that i am letting go of my morals....

i don't remember lots of things now... my mind has given up on me after years of not resting it... don't be surprised if i can't remember what u told me weeks ago... i can only say i am sorry.

my body is giving up on me cos it agrees with the brain that i am working it too hard...

in short they are going on strike... or shd it be i am going on strike....

life sucks...

but i don't want my parents to worry

I need help

I wish every regular in the force will just die of a heart attack now....